lumps and bumps

Ive been a Riedel & Cody supporter for about 2 years now, since i found out the organization exsisted. i've been so moved by so many stories, and concerned for people and pets. I have always been a animal lover, ive fostered dogs, volunteered at the shelters, i do Pet Pardons religiously and i donate every spare cent i have to help animal organizations. i actually have 8 dogs and a cat of my own. Liliputt is my oldest, if there is such a thing as "soul mates" she is mine. i cant have children so she has truly been my baby since she was a baby. she is so much more than my best friend. i dont think i could love a child anymore than i love that dog lol.

a few days ago i found a lump in her chest, i called the vet and he cant see her till saturday. so meanwhile, im worried to death. last night while i was brushing her i found another lump between her shoulders..... now im really terrified! she is as happy as can be, she doesnt act like she feels bad at all... that gives me a little hope. but all i can think about is what am i going to do? i know she wont live forever, but shes my baby, i cant bear the thought of her being sick, much less losing her.

i guess ill cross my fingers, toes and whatever else i can till saturday, and pray, oh how i pray, that it turns out to be nothing. if you read this... please pray too.